I know its been a long while and I should be over you by now. I know you got someone new, someone you love and I shouldnt even be having feelings for you anymore. But thoughts of you, memories we shared and even YOU seem to always come back to mind, to me.. Just seeing you happy with someone else is hard to see. I just miss the times when I was the one you loved, the one you were happy with. I wanted you more than anything. I thought I gave everything but I dont see how it wasnt enough. Lately you’ve been in my dreams. Dreams on how we were back together. Why cant they be reality? Had a dream on how I was looking for you. You say you were there but I seem to not be able to see you. I look up on what my dream meant. Defines that when you search for someone or something, your in search for something or someone that you need in your life or whats missing. Lately I barely been happy cause I’m missing the one whos kept a smile on my face throughout everything. I need the one who keeps me happy to keep me motivated. I just never thought I’d ever see me & him be this way, not this soon.. I can honestly say, hes the one I cant get over no matter how hard I try. No matter who may even come into my life and try to replace him. Cause I really and truely do love him. No matter how much it deeply hurts.. </3