Me & Homie were just talking about how we missing the good ol’ days. I’ll honestly say, at one point I’d forget what we had. I was done forcing myself to be depressed cause I’d see pictures of you happy with someone else. I was done imagining myself being the one that made you happy. All that just put me through a never ending depression. I’d say I’m over you, but then I realized I was just saying that cause I accepted the fact that you were with someone else. I go through my things on myspace & whatnot. There I find the little hack you left me when we were together.. You dont understand how many tears fell down my cheeks. As I was crying I asked myself why do I keep lying to myself that I dont care that your with someone else when I actually do. I asked myself, when can I finally be happy again?.. I then thought to myself, he wrote all this & yet we ended shortly. Why couldn’t we keep what we had going? After us, you dont understand how much bullshit I been through. If I still had you I know all the things I’ve done wouldn’t have happened. I wouldn’t be put in the situation I’m in now. You know I’ll be leaving not just this state, but this country. Little months & I’m gone.. Will you be able to tell me anything you wanted to say till I leave? If theres nothing, just know I’d always wish you the best & like I always say .. even if you dont feel the same, I’m always love you. Somehow you seem to not leave my mind..